blog today, I haven't yet and to be honest there's not much to tell, I try to keep this blog as positive as I can but today there are things going on which are not so positive and to be honest I really don't want to remember them in the future when I look back at these pages so I'll just say that sometimes in life you really feel that God is actually officially having a laugh!!
Paul is going to the job centre tommorrow for an interveiw about getting some work, he's been looking after me for several years now and there were times I was so ill I couldn't manage but now I'm as well as well can be considering I have agoraphobia, I'm working on that one too though, the agoraphobia that is!!
I think our lives are due for a change and although it will be tough on Paul considering he suffers from psychotic anxiety or paranoia with psychosis (depending on whether you speak to a therapist or psychiatrist) he's doing it for us though as we really can't go on sinking, I'm not on the titanic, I'm on the Good ship Charlton. Of course you may be sitting there wondering why it's not me who's out there looking but I have my job with Happy Scrapper which I love more than life, I'm a design team manager and I also help out looking for new and wonderous products and I'm now in charge of their online gallery, I'm very good at multi-tasking.
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Sometimes you just need to say what you need to say, blog or no blog. Sending job vibes your way and a wee smile for you :)
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